| Running. It always starts with running. At first
I don’t know why I’m running, but then
it hits me. I’m running because of what I’ve
done. What we’ve done. Because what we did was
an abomination and God has decided to punish us. But
I don’t want to be punished- I fear the pain,
and so I run.
The world is black. There’s nowhere to run
from and nowhere to run to, but still I run. I run
so hard my heart can’t take the strain. I can
hardly feel my legs anymore, but I urge them to keep
pumping. To keep moving.
And then I hear it. It’s behind me, chasing
me, and it’s gaining. Fast. I don’t know
what it is, but I know what it wants. It wants to
justice. It wants vengeance for the sins I have committed.
Suddenly the world flashes into focus. I’m
running down a stainless steel corridor in my neon
yellow Biohazard suit. The suit is designed to prevent
anything nasty getting at me, but only on the microscopic
scale, and what’s chasing me is a little bigger
than microscopic. It’s the first bug. The one
that started this whole thing.
It’s not really a bug of course, but it’s
what people call them. At least, it’s what the
ones who survived call them. There’s only one
name on the lips of the dead. Mine.
I can see the end of the corridor. It’s so
close now. I’m so near to being safe, but it’s
nearly upon me. I can hear its breathing.
I awoke with a start.
The Captain was moaning, softly. No sleep for the
wicked it seems.
I got out of my chair and walked over to the bed.
She opened her eyes, slowly. “Well now, that’s
what I call fun, doc.” She said, and grinned,
softly.
“You’ve been out for about 18hours. I’m
going to give you some morph for the pain,”
I said, softly touching her on the shoulder. “I
don’t have too many of these left, so make the
most of it. The Major has promised me he’s going
to make getting more a priority, but until then...”
“Don’t,” she said, taking hold
of my arm and stopping me from giving her the drug.
She looked down, groggily. “I notice I’m
slightly more deficient in the clothing department
than when I came in here. So did you like what you
saw, doc? Mmmhhh? Did you cop a sneaky feel?”
I wasn’t sure how to respond. “Er...”
“S’ok, I don’t mind.” She
sat up, and the sheets slide down her naked body.
“You just saved my life, after all.”
She was a beautiful woman. Or at least she would
have been if it wasn’t for all the scar tissue.
It was like a roadmap of suffering. All the pain...
“Ummm...”
“And it’s not like any of us get many
chances to indulge in our... sexual needs. What with
the need to survive.” She took my hand and guided
it down onto her breast. She let out a soft moan and
looked up into my eyes.
Suddenly, I regained my composure and pulled away.
“I don’t think you should be doing that.”
“Why ever not?” I heard a soft patter
as her feet hit the cold, ceramic floor. She touched
my shoulder. “Turn around.”
I turn around, staring at the floor. “I need
to explain something. To tell you who I am. What I
did. What I’ve done...”
“Doc?” She took my chin. “Fuck
now. Talk later.” And she kissed me. |